i'm really upset right now. i can't write it here. but i wrote it on my blogspot anyway.. damn it!.. wwoohh.. sorry for my words.. maybe tomorrow's gonna be different. it's just what i feel right now..
Sunday, December 16, 2007
xmas check list(more like an ex-list.argh)
-stuff that are 'xmasy'.. hehe.. do i experience/have them? hehe.hhmm..-
9 mornings - gonna be a check =]
snow - ex
snowman - duh. ex
mistletoe - ex
poinsettia - ex
xmas tree - ex
presents under the tree - of course. ex
xmas lights - ex
(conclusion: we don't have xmas decors.haha)
money for xmas shopping - double the ex!grrr!
ham - yeah. at last, a check
cheese - i wish mickey'll be pleased to give for the benefit of the poor
my star! - haha. of course, a check.my xmas wouldn't be complete w/o it
yuletide carols - check.yup.i could hear em sing..sorry i haven't save coins for them.tsk. talking bout crisis.
xmas parties - check. phew..
friends - a big CHECK.. hehe
forgiveness - super check.. hehe
love - check?.. hehehe
cards - hmm.. i'l think about that. hehe
apat sa taglamig.haha - yup, i have tickets. check. hehe
last year's wish - i think it's gonna be an ex. woohhh.
what else? hhmm..
home - ex.
papa bear - check
ort2 - check
ort - ex. haha!!
moy - check!
summary: out of 26 i got 9.. *sigh*.. yeah.. but it doesn't mean xmas'd be canceled. i still have the most important xmas thing one could get after all. my family. my family=my dad.=].. luvya dad. hehe..next year's gonna be different. we'll be with our whooole clan. haha. but as for now, let's make the best of it together. yeah.. hehe. another thing is, Jesus.. He'll be with us.. with all of us.. Christmas must go on after all. haha!=]
Sunday, December 9, 2007
before getting here(cafe), i went through alunan ave.. boy i was like "Vegas?!!" ..hahaha. well okay,,okay..over reaction.. haha.. but really, it's very.. uhm.. lighted<haha! that's my own term).. busy people walking, some are working.. lights going on and off(translated as blinking.haha).. different loud songs.. very crowded unlike ordinary days.. it's really nice to look at(well,as for me)... when the music came clear to my ears, woah.. it's a Christmas song. i'm not in the city of lights at all(lil exaggeration.haha) it's xmas!yeah. here in the lil city of koronadal. particularly in marbel. hehehe.. for the first time this year, i felt the essence of Christmas. weeh.. hehe.. but i realized, it's gonna be me and Jesus on xmas eve.. no family reunion,. no ham.no roasted pig. no salad. no nothing. the saddest part is, no complete family to celebrate with.. they say it's the spirit of xmas - sharing love especially with the family.. that's what makes my xmas incomplete.. but it's fine.. i'll spend it with the birthday boy anyway.. hehe.. [=
i smile every time i here the line in a t.v station.."walang mag-iisa ngayong pako".. hahaha. yeah right. easy for you to say.. it's nice to hear it. like it's really gonna be true..
anywayz.. i'll just make the best out of it. i'll attend the 9 mornings. with me.. haha!.. i'll celebrate. yeah.. i'll even take walks around to look at the huge lanterns and belens displayed at the city.. not that it's gonna be my last xmas here.. hehe.. i'm thinking on staying. til college. hehe.. yes.. i've weighed things.. uhm. when you leave your stuff toy in closet,. if you want to hug it again,where'd you go? back to your closet, right? and it's already gone, you'd think someone took it away or u've lost it, right again?.. hehehe.. it's nothing.. just a thought i had in mind.. hehe.. no need to ponder on it..
hope we'll all have a very merry Christmas guys.. God bless..=]