Thursday, February 28, 2008

the 29th

it's the end of feb.. our graduation's fast approaching!! huhu..
we. not that i'm motivated in making this post ryt now. i'm actualy starving  and i'l just make this fast.. haha..
i made a post today because it's a not-so-ordinary-day today. hehe. it comes once in four years! so i realized   if i don't make a post ryt now, i woud wait for another 4 yrs ti i could get to post on the 29th of feb.. bwaha. i know i dn't make any sense at all. haha. forgive me.,.

eniweys.. i didn't had a very good day.. i got jealous.. eeeng!.. haha.. i didn't rili smiled a lot today.. woosh..
setting: at our campus field. P.E class.. blablabla.. ouch.. haha. dat's ol..

oh. i remember.. today's the birthday of our adviser in 6th grade.. haha.. hapi brthday to u..

dat's about all.. haha. this is my most senseless post(as if others have sense.haha)

let's eat..


the most excruciating song i've heard..

We had the right love
At the wrong time
Guess I always knew inside

I wouldn't have you for a long time

Those dreams of yours
Are shining on distant shores
And if they're
calling you away
I have no right to make you stay

But somewhere down the road
Our roads are gonna cross again
doesn't really matter when
But somewhere down the road
I know that heart
of yours
Will come to see
That you belong with me

Sometimes good-byes are not forever
It doesn't matter if you're gone

I still believe in us together
I understand more than you think I can

You have to go out on your own
So you can find your way back home

And somewhere down the road
Our roads are gonna cross again
doesn't really matter when
But somewhere down the road
I know that heart
of yours
Will come to see
That you belong with me
Letting go is just
another way to say
I'll always love you so

We had the right love
At the wrong time
Maybe we've only just begun

Maybe the best is yet to come

Somewhere down the road
Our roads are gonna cross again
It doesn't
really matter when
But somewhere down the road
I know that heart of
Will come to see
That you belong
With me

Thursday, February 21, 2008

waking up..

I don't want to hate you (but I do)

I don't want to hate you,
I don't want to be mad,
I feel like I should love you,
Because you are my _______.

I hate the way I feel,
When I look at you now,
I want an end to my guilt
But my heart just won't allow

Me to forget
The pain you've put me through.
I wish I could overlook this,
And start over anew.

And there is still something,
That is holding me back,
Being able to trust you
Is something I still lack.

Maybe if I told you,
Exactly how I feel,
It would make this better,
Make it seem less real.

I feel like you betrayed me,
Like you stabbed me in the heart,
I feel like you ignored me
And just tore my life apart.

I resent your poor decision
And that you followed it through,
I don't want to hate you
But _________; I still do.

a tour to dreamland---bwahaha

Glad my big bro's around

I am so glad my big bro's around ,
he's such good fun to have about.
When I am down he makes me laugh ,
makes me forget that I wanted to scream and shout.
He's not led an honest and straight life ,
been in trouble a few times and served some time.
No he's not a murderer or has he hurt another ,
just a petty thief doing the odd small crime.
The rest of the family turnt their backs on him ,
but to stand by big bro I'll always do.
For now he's living with my family again ,
and I am happy that he is it's true.
Now that I work all day I don't know what I'd do without him ,
he does not mind helping out and making things easier for me.
I have had my fair share of problems and worries lately ,
he may not be able to take them away but there for me he said he'll always be.
He is great with the kids too and they love him to bits ,
so that is why I am gald my big bro is around.
He cheers me up when I am feeling down ,
and keeps my feet well and truely on the ground.

Monday, February 18, 2008

it's a date

yeah. a date with myself.. boohoo.. today's really a not-so-interesting day but i just missed blog making.. hehe..

anywayz,.. my day started good.. huraAy.. my dad woke me up with a warm smile. i ate my cereal without any ant on it(it's actually a miracle for me.haha). it's tuesday but we don't have classes coz of the NSPC event they're holding here. (it's another huray for a student lyk me. hehe.) i planned to sleep for the whole day. "this is lyf"-i thought to myslf.. last m in the four corners of my room. lying comfortably on my bed. i could feel the cool breeze outside with my window opened.. i turned on the radio. and i found my guitar(there goes my sleeping plan.hehe).. it's great day. i have all the time in the world just playing my guitar or do anything i want to..i was enjoying myself when suddenly my wicked brother knocked at my door like he's gonna destroy it..i have no choice.i opened it.he 'borrowed' my guitar and told me to do some stuffs that was supposed to be his job!..and my day is ruined thanks to him! grrr. hu ever started d rule that big bros have to be obeyed, thank you so much..

there it goes. after i've done what he told me, i decided to go out. i bought something from the mall. i thought of eating but the food court's so filled with poeple. i looked at what's on cinemas and i found one interesting movie.. so i went up to buy myself a ticket but the ticket lady(whatever you call her)refused to give me a ticket! guess what, it's damned rated-18.. grr.

so i went out.. walked around.. and i found myslef near DD's so i bought myself a wacko and continued walking... i saw NSPC delegates from other places roaming around the city.. and lucky me, some one stepped on my foot! grr.. yes he said sorry butit goes lyk this:"sorry PO" --ano dw??PO?!,. do i look that old?!! i wish he was the ticket lady so i could've watched the damned movie..

now i ended up sitting infront of this computer.writing this senseless blog.. haha..